Sorry for my memories of the days I didn’t write diary
Yesterday, I was kind of depressed a little, feeling miserable. I know why. I think I’m not gonna make any move unless he does this time, and I’m quite sure he won’t. I don’t want to admit it, but it seems quite hard for me to find someone that I want to be with, no, someone who cares about me. Ah, or, some one who are interesting enough for me to make a move. …yep, I’m such a freakin’ helpless, self-centered person and there’s no way but to feel depressed about myself.
Oh, yeah, the happiest thing that I had last week was Yoko-san told me that Hajime-san wanted to give Mayumi Terada’s book, “きっといい日になりますように” to his friend, Iwanaga-san, who is like “born to be a boulanger”. I just lent it to Yoko-san to make her feel relaxed and happy, but now I am the happy one to get the news from her. I’m quite sure that that book move the person’s feelings and bring them a sort of secured feeling.
Still watching “Freaks and Geeks” on Netflix. At first, it was just a teen’s drama, but those characters & stories slowly drag me in… I think one of the reason is that we can see some of them still in other movies and dramas, and they’re doing great. I wasn’t that “into” my high school, so it doesn’t bring back memories that much, but maybe reminds me that every one of us had some kind of “high school days” of our own, we were living in such a small world but it was almost everything, and there were our Freak and Geeks and the others there.